Saturday, August 24

oh no. have to go m'sia.
looks like cun go mass signing gbks already. .... sads.

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hcjc's damn damn sud
ooh mans. came back from that sch
compound not long ago... went with
the other PMB ppl.... attended this Voices Of the Youth conference
thingy. mainly discussed current affairs etc.
among us. amongst schools.
my grp made up of > party-ish ppl.
like wendy, joan, yong hui, denise, liane...
ethel, shermaine, mingshan, julianna ...
basically. we were a MAD grp....
wells. practically malued ourselves coz everyone was
so focused and so eloquent in speaking.

was a fairly political session.
this whole thing. though the starting wasn't that bad.
the intro left me a somehow 'the-session-would-be-great-kinda" thing.
hmmx. was fun. as we discussed in our own sch grp.
next we hadta merged + jus realised how gr8 the others were.
coz we didn't really bother...
like ...prob becuase we are the do, not talk
kinda ppl. and ... *hees* our presentation was qt outstanding~.
no wordiness...
many break times were slotted in.
but many a times we seemed as though we were reluctant.
lunch came. and we still practised that policy.
and THAT left us with like facing empty trays whilst our stomach growled.
but the facilitators were qt fast + quick thinking enuff to buy more food
from the canteen for us... RGS+SNGS~ hmmx.
hmmx. hcjc's canteen vendor's are VERY mean. serious. ooh...did i mention?! dey have damn cool vendors. so interesting lorx. kept many schools' PM ppl peering .... hees.
oh wells. yeah. and some two ppl had to spoil me + wen's appetite
by gobbling down food like gluttons in an attempt to win whatever
world's greatest XXXXX eater pengs lorx.
hahas. but was damn funny. cheerin on yong hui + denise.
and the rest of us being their judge. oh wells.
wonders ppl do when starved of starvation.

wells. somehow. my grp [[ rgs, xinmin, st nix ]] like became the grp with a delayed time slot.
last grp to have lunch. last grp to go up aft the lunch.
last grp to reach lecture theatre 3...but ironically. 1st grp to present.

had a lot of speakers today.
and hmmx. would say i benefitted greatly.
just that at one point in the speeches..
din mean to fall asleep. hmmx.
was really a rather political session.
all about current affairs.
racial harmony. grades. streaming.
national identity. entreprenurship. education system.
oh wells. girls clad in investiture uniforms of white blouses + dark blue vests.
court shoes that 'eat' into the soles.

oh wells. was qt enjoyable. but guess me + some of them
are just simply NOT for politics. hees. hmmx. but
i really LOVE the school compound.
like its so freaking big?! their bball courts are damn nice.
toilets are beautifully decorated. classrooms are air-conditioned. [ok not that i am some spoilt brat]
and the classrooms have BALCONIES that link all the classrooms together to
a corridor ... it was so so damn cool. the lecture halls are so so much better
than that tjc's and i think the CLDDS was doing the huang cheng props..
but wendy says they weren't. but really looks like lorx. hees. jus see whtr it appears
in huang cheng nex yr. am looking forward to that hcjc's cldds' performance!
.... oh wells. hees.but ... the way home is really cham.
like everyone's going diff ways. hmmx. shall just try to work hard.
but ... HCjc... anyone?!

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Friday, August 23

words of wisdom~
some stuffs i wrote down from the campaign seminar.
think its nice.

"the thinking humans not able to express himself,
stands at the same level as those who cannot think"


"if all my talents were to be
taken from me by some unscrutable providence + i had
a choice of keeping but one, I would unhesitatingly asked to
be allowed to keep the power of speaking for thru it,
i would recover it all"

hmmx. was qt sad i hadta leave early.
was damn enriching. starting to not mind seminar.
and found them VERY enriching.... wells./..

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oh no struggling to wear stockings now.
hahas. hope wun tear . only pair left!!!!!
shall conc. tc.

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so so many stuffs happened!!!
lalas. good stuffs. bad stuffs.
guess the climograph or moodtograph of mine + others
[[despite anti-climaxers]]/ vy,jl,mich,manda,cy,hs, will know
what i am toking about. teehees..***
went up + down.
assembly item.
it waz truly an uncoordinated scene on the day of rehearsal.

assembly item

dry run was very horrible.
was pretty scared that it wun turn out well.
and there were some ppl who obviously wasn't in charge
who kept bossing ppl ard
[[[ ltr in the day...she proved to us
she was just a total bitch]]]
shan't elaborate on that.
anw... i'd say it was a sucess.
despite the slow runnig props even at the VERY LAST rehearsal.
oh wells. mus really thank
thank
xiao HOPE + dai HOPE
wuz really very fun. and decided to order pizzas. and we did when mrs cheong
was toking.. was really dissappointed that ***** din even comment/ compliment
on our item...but hees.got compliments... *yay*

pizza~

hmmx. me + dawn got the pizza + reluctantly got $50 from zhang lao ...
she wuz so willing in treating us!!! omg. anw. for the fear of the
epidemic of 'kiasuism'... like some ppl suggested buying one more
large pizze ...?!! [[[to ensure everyone wLD GET one.... despite one large pizza being $30? ]]
anw. we went cutting the pizza...standing at the chicken rice stall there.
and using scissors to manually cut.
hygenic of coz larx.... den we went ard passing the pizzas to the tchrs.
b4 coming back to class to see ppl who made me so disappointed.
the first words they breathed was... WHAT TOOK U SO LONG?
and it wasn't even in any joking matter. like 'fierce' in a way?
not that they were hungry. jus because it was some pizza they "deserved"
and...the ironic thing is they din even noe we had pizze. not the whole class.
well THIS just spoilt the cheery mood den...

a note of thank u.

but aft physics when i tried hard to comprehend...which i din ...
wuz zhang lao shi's lesson. and the MCs den went up to give an impromptu
thank u speech. was really impromptu. but accord. to zhang lao. it
was damn damn touching she almost teared.
she den commented on us. our sentiments exactly.
the last min thing... and she' was saying we are TRUE st nix gurls... last min ladies
oh wells. and of coz we did well, very well.
hess.*** mr wong said we were very pro...
anw. she den tokked about stuffs like wanting us
to make sure... we would keep the class spirit we held going.
and ensure that every individual wld excel...
_{[and, no ... although i am now writing this at 9.31PM, sat, i can remember exactly what she
said..not that i noted. but wuz so @#~ =P.}}
and she quoted this Ò»»¨¶À·Å²»ÊÇ´º, Íò×Ïǧºì´ºÂúÔ°

the class photo.

was fun. nice. hope the pix turn out nice. took at the sis's bridge + fam lounge's pond/

the BU day incident.

oh man. was so (@$$@3.... al is such a bitch. even my sister...who has
the same namesake as her. is nicer. wells but...its a universally agreed fact. oh wells.
haix. dun care already lars. shall jus go talk to the better part of the class on mon.
and ....when u please everyone, u are a failure or so.. i think it
sounds that way. o wells. was nice toking to some of them after an imminent conflict [[not armed]]
nearly broke out in class. between someone + ....
but that _ was jus tt bitch i mentioned earlier.. so poor thing that ...

lunch~

was nice. ppl we knew complimented our item. had lunch with the monitors:
mich, chewyan + amanda. michelle tool!!! ...hees... tokked about stuffs

seminar.

was really interesting.
compared to last wed larx.
am now in neutral party
damn sad chew yan cun get in.
had a backup plan of wanting to campaign for wendy.
budden ended up in neutrality~.
was damn pathetic. like 2 and a half PMB [[sec 3s]] for each candidate?!
tears flowed. emotions surged.
but creating speeches + slogans for geri with charmaine, amanda + mich was fun.
oh wells... too bad had to rush out in the end.
was stared menacingly by that g wong wells.

TJ 'song performance' +shrugs+

so kena cheated. wasn't entirely some great performances.
so boring. and the fact that we were the only sec sch ppl.
the rest ALL tj wan. even bought flowers for them.
but the process of going ther ewas fun.
met this damn nice taxi driver who let the 5 of us in
[[ read: me, rj, hf, emily, ruth ]] +
have the yakitori lunch in the taxi.
okies. that performance was really WAY meant not for us.
and .... made a resolution
NOT to go tj .... i dun wan to end up ther...
yeps.den we went changi
saw planes take off.
went home with huangfang.
had a great chat despite our colored tongues
and being exhausted souls....

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wOaz~
jus reached home.
pengs. i managed to survive today?!!!
but doubt i can update. shall update tml....

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Thursday, August 22

oh wells.
urghs
shrugs

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zZzZzz?!

and i did...till my mum came home

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another freakin tiring day. sad thing is ... i can no longer yawn..
hmmx. assembly items are really gd chances to truly seeing
how the class is. how people are...the good/bad side of the form teacher.
and guess what...
i'm beginning to likezhanglaoshi
ehs. like she's getting nicer despite sometimes
some communist side of her...
or some sarcasm she does
anw. point is. she's nice!
[i] like ...she helped us inform the sec 1 class of what they had to do...

[ii] wells. she's willing to sacrifice 4 of her lessons
which is really really alot.

[iii] and well she stayed with us...+ gave us
valuable comments... + din sulk ((dunno how to put it))
but jus like... ^appreciate our every
effort + all ...
[iv] and compo that was given weeks ago,
due tml ....deadline's been postponed.

and class~.
hmmx. first time i went home w cy.
hahas. despite all the times we said we wanted to go hm together.
realised. she's yi ji bangs.
jus a bit slow, guai ... really willing
to jiayou + contribute. go gurLz!~
hmmx. managed to write out the credits thingy.
and ...we somehow dry run the whole thing.
but .. hmmx. not THAT sucessful.
but really cld see whose willing to contribute..
work as a class. work for the class.
arrx. crap. bleahx.
ditto. got alot of thoughts about today.
it was jus such an eye-opener day...

saw some scenes i guess i wasn't supposed to.
like _{ppl cheating so openly during cl tests?
people i had known whom i thought wun do such
a thing?!}... saw the many sides of ppl.
found someone who agreed with me to something which
i thought i was too abscurd to think that way.
and oh wells.
kena scolded by ms tan larx....
maybe it was " kena hollered at"
was so lamey.. she keep scanning thru the 18 of us
and i jus kept my stare on her. hees.. bet she cun XXX..
anw. she's so !*&*(&@*!!!... no wonder she's still ms
and yikes. she's bad. like we bother to own up we din bring/do..
and she treated us like we heck about geog?! and the dumb
thing is.. the w/s was in my file!!! haix. had to like stand throughout
geog?! but the other 17 too... *yikes*
[[nv had i been asked to stand + scolded so badly..NEVER]]
scolded so damn freakin badly. oh manx. that scene was so sucky.
but cld feel the vibes in wantin to roll my eyes...
bleahx.
had maths + chinese tests today.
miraculously, chinese was easier than maths... and i sumhow
breezed thru..
but, sadlys saw ppl copying...
hmmx. qt prouda myself today!!!...
slept at 3am and woke up at 6.10am...and i m not feelin
that lethargic. yet.
oh wells. shall search for my stuffs.
hope tml ...things wld be going smoothly~

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i m home!!!
oopx. dunno why its quoted tt way..
hees...can blog~/// but shall eat eat...

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Wednesday, August 21

woas.
9.40++...eL lesson.
opps. supposed be reading some articles...
anw..
pissed w al**** nows aft hearin what a*an*da said..

O... bleahx.
wan to go 4 huahui!!!
but haix***
oh wells. shall do el..

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oh wells.. its realli funny how ppl work....
hmmx. okies... jus as expected ... my mom din confiscate.
erms. tt explains why i am here...
in the middle of some ...Ë®µ½Çþ³É thingy..
still duno how to Ôì...
hmmx. came home from some spas tok.
okies. wasn't that spastic actually...
something about history..
remembering dates, names...qt interestin ...
i suppose... in between ³ÉÓïs+tt guy's voice.
realli din mean to study...but JUS LOOK AT IT.
oh wells....there was jus some idiotic pigeony teacher...
and some vp..who decided to dress so .w.ully orange
[[not tt being in orange sucks or what..but u shld have seen her man...]]
today?infrnt of some bigshots?
anw...that orange...erms well guess using 'orange' kinda insults the color..
anw that cheong² was rantin on how much we disgrace the
chairs when some poor fellas' fell asleep durin the talk?!
and some pigeon was so bootlickin'...
haix...and its not like we wanted THAT so much?!
oh wels. but must say... the alumnae ppl
were really nice to organize such talks..
but well... can they at least put it in some afternoons where
we dun have any two freakin' tests the nex day?
and ... darn...mus hand in some essay/pointers for what we learnt.
oh cheong²! she's jus gettin more i.r.t.ting?!!
hmmx.
and went hm w jl,jm,eve,xm ..
wuz so sad lorx...
used to all stop at the same stop and
now all of us alight at TOTALLY diff stops.
sighs. all changed route.
jus the same old me going the same old way home.
ok. time's up. byes bloggi...

shall sign gbks tml or on fri ***i promise...***

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Tuesday, August 20

o' hell
there's seriously something wrong with me...
was surfin from like 7 till 10 yesterday?
and not like i was signing gbks or what..
was jus compling music for friday?!
and i was jus so so hooked. sucks man.
and fell asleep while studying for ss...
thank god had some natural instinct and woke up in the morn
to pia...oh wells
the bell jus sounded...
erms. hope i wun be coming online *arrx*
even got my mom to confiscate...
like i asked her to"
haix...ditto..got a feelin she'll be too nice not to.
arrx. i duno. hope i'll listen to lessons..
den SUCKS.
and well... someone stole yingying's cl txtbk...
and from _{the class} somemore...
whoeva that is..damn inhumane

i simply have like no more motivation for my studies already. why?! tml's amaths + cl...hOW?

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better siamx. arrx. so
paisehs..cun sign ani more gbks liaox......

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*yawns
oopx. i am still online. urghs. crap...

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+++home sweet home+++
its great to be home again..
but w/o some _{sucky bit*h} larx.
she's hopeless *sighs* !@#($@U$#!
_{sucks lor she...4eva finishing up everithing meant for tml}
wells thats not the pt..but shan't elaborate...

stayed in the hall today..to do the thingy.
was qt okie larx...considerin we din have mikes at all
but ... haix... [[[ jus prays ppl wun fall asleep on fri ]]]
hmmx. coz its so @*#&(&@# !!!! feelin _ʧ°Ü but cun do anything.
nothing much already... bleahx. realised...like what dawn said..
got seriously lotsa fierce ppl in class.. not exactly
'reasonable' ones...but damn fierce lorx.....oh wells officially announce:: dun like ppl who break down ezily. sucks
yikes... hmmx. so full now..am so convinced _{am now fatter!!!}
arrx. musn't eat liaox. bleahx. okies... ss test tml.
do u tink i'd study?!
hmmx. realised got nothing much to blog abt.
was jus qt pissed at sum ppl. but ltr was ok liaox.
but dun like it when ppl do things w/o tellin e other whats changed etc...
*shrugs*
dittos.den was qt depressin coz cun go for _lishi meeting...
bleahx. lucks w the handin in tml ....
den rites...went home with dawn+ evil... bleahx.
guess its really been long.
3 weeks?! hmmx. ditto but was so saddening..
at least thats what i felt larx.... hmmx..........
haix. n ... my class ... is still too 'self'-conscious...
yikes. nvm .. who knows may b i am too?!
hope tml will be more interesting den today...
and arrx. my grades still suck
maybe its just me.... i duno. hate it larx.

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Monday, August 19

hmmx. yawns.
had a gd slp durin history..
din really mean to...
jus ***plooped... and off i went to dreamland.
the weather is so so nice.
and jus woke up in time to hear mrs tan
comment on she allowing ppl to doze durin lessons
coz its part of human rights...
den she went on tokkin about some sources.
damn chim manx.. duno how i'd do.
damn pissed off with _ lorx.
like... *#&@&(@$23?!
whats their _prob?!
arrx. duno larx
jus bcoz we gave _ a slightly bigger _
doesn't mean _ is the most vital of all lorx
freak.
wonder how the day wld be like... *shrugs*

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yikes###...
how?! think i've grown to love the company of 25 jie _lishi...

yikes. so mad lorx.like today?!
wasn't an obviously happy day...kena pissed off by my classmate.
that ______ larx. like *haix*. told her to have headstart last week
w/o me liaoz..coz i wun be free las wk + if we only carry on like now wil be
too late. and just now she jus started ""caring"" .. and like complainin here + there.
she so smart...she do larx. haix. den jus so °Ú¸öÄ£Ñùcan?! f**k. haix. damn
worried.was so pissed + disappointed. felt so much like saying
_{"i am not frm 3hope"} ...dat kinda thing?! anw..was so damn glad
when jm came over. knew there was gona be lishi meeting [[hurray!]] + tot i was
gonna be late... but haix.. those ppl jus cun care abt their **c*in assem
item so....i cun do much too + left w jm. wuz really looking forward
to it lorx. though xubie was over already... + which means we wun be dat
bz...duno why i jus simply really look forward to lishi meetings.
like dunno...so fun?! sidetracked a lil and tokked about our own lishi outing...
at chatlet lehs~. so fun!!! hees. finally mans. anw... discussed what to do for this
thurs.. + guess it'll really be fun... **sniffs* dun even think i can
come on thurs coz got some f**king item...haix. duno. the item
:: :: ::at 1st was qt on abt it
....but looking at what kinda attidude they gave ... make me really put off lorx.
i duno larx... hope they really will start getting enthu abt it...
haix. will they ever be?

p/s: read my ""... ?! haix.
duno. pissed with that +++ _{orange alliance?!}

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oh yah. so corn.
realised all the _{dai biaos} except hf...
^{detest their post}.. hahas... dittos.
me 3. thats' what i can say


i miss u all l
be it ... eve/ jy?! ...
haix... missin white batch....
25jie...
really alot ...

haix. realised huahuI is so so much better
than whateva else is ard. [[read: not forgetting about eve + jy]]
love them...!!! haix...

guess my blogs are damn long...
who ask me to be a natural blogger.....?

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dunno...
tokkin to sinyi nows...
feels honoured again.
duno... she's saying that xubie was great.
haix. ditto...prob be larx...

*bleahx*
but guess i'd post it again.

25jie....
i love u ppl...!!!
i duno. like i keep missin u ppl. being w u all is fun...though
maybe we tend to not agree at times and get pissed off with e/o...just arrx.
duno love u all larx. hahas. thanks for brightenin up my rest of the day.
coz it wuz damn sucky in the early part...ллÄãÃÇ!! ((ºÜ°®ºÜ°®))^infinity


and ... arrx. eve + jy!!! guess i've got something for u all...
and hope the sec 4s will come back for camp!!!...
coz i guess i'll give the other half of the xubie pressie on ¶Ӫ

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Sunday, August 18

hand in liaox.
assembly item...
the script is so so weird.
sucks.haix.

haix.
come to think of it ....
_{minority role}

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never knew nutella wld be so nice...
*yumyum...damn full now...
hmmx. oh yah... its so nice out there..
raindrops...plattering...
oh no...ying ying just lost her geog notes.
hope she'll find it back.... later..!!!
***ArrX,,, haven hand in my ss...!!! hope ms ng ain't pissed

B-Uday?! how?!
shall go hand in work nows... *hehehess...

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just wanted to say...
ammily. u r really great.
like **duno what to say**...
haix ...guess i really miss the white batch like mad already....
arrx...
got the urge to finish it up soon. but
hmmphs~. not enuff materials...yikes.
shall buy soon...~~~

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taking a break.
off my work.
managed to finish geog and some maths.
so @()$)$$3~~!!
anw...the air is so so stale now...
cun really breathe properly.
the hse is still quiet.
and only the typing of the keyboard cld be heard.
ppl are playing bball downstairs.
wana go play badmintion.
but no other accompanion.
haix...hmmx.
and i really wonder whtr i shld continue doing
the other half of the xubie prezzies?!
really want to ... but afraid it wun turn out nice...
maybe shall give like in the last wk of this term.
b4 they start cutting off contact from us.

will really miss them.especially
::ammz,moy,steph,sin + jesc

haix. now i cun even go for the cuming huo dong.
got assembly stuffs. really wondering how it will
turn out. like the other ic ain't really caring about
it. and i'aint't tt interested in it...like i wun give in
so much unlike what i will for cl. haix. i duno.
the only time i felt the class spirit was durin napfta.
hopefully ... it wld be felt again.

angst. shall start passin msg.
but hopefully aft doing that... i wld end up
having a smile or something... like i dun wan
to hear no-nonsense about not makin it or
whatever shit.
and if tml got lishi meeting....i tink i wun be
able to fully conc. on the class stuff...haix.
ditto. and hope i can find my calc. back!!!!

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